happy halloween!

happy halloween yo'all! well, how was it for you all? well, it's not a big thing here but heck, there are parties which are planned here and there. so what did you all do? i for one know that there wasn't any parties for me. here i am in the office typing my blog while finishing off some work.

nothing eventful or happening for me.....was so knackered the whole day that i took a nap before heading out for a night cross with the team. was there till 10 something and came back to the office. that's about it. *sigh*

mood rating: 1 out of 10!
guess the exhaustion has really gotten to me this time. everyone asked whether am i alright and hardly do they see me with a jacket on. just needed someone to talk to and be all mushy and manja with.....but lo and behold....NONE of that available.... :-( yes...under this machine, there's still a lil kid which is HUMAN inside. why oh why the hell am i feeling like this and there's no one that i can turn to....was even turned down trying to manja with someone..... :-( oh well, i guess now is the time for me to try to pacify myself again what i told Jas last night:

"THE PURPOSE OF MY EXISTENCE IN THIS WORLD IS TO HELP IN ANY WAY AND TO BE A GUARDIAN ANGEL TO ALL"

just a lil pacifying words that i normally try tell myself whenever i feel all lonely and unappreciated. on that note, i'm quite touched that even though it has been 2 weeks since my birthday, my kids actually did a covert mission of getting me to go for dinner with them before doing their cross at ProJET. as we sat down and ordered, there came a paperbag. in it were pressies for me!! gosh! that's like my fourth birthday present for this year! yay! now this is a RECORD!! dammit! just made me melt that i nearly shed tears but heck! maintain macho!! hahaahh! THANKS A LOT GUYS AND GALS FOR THE PRESENT AND CARD! YOU ALL REALLY MAKE ME FEEL APPRECIATED.

wonder what is everyone else up to? well, would be good if you all could fill me in...the old rusty machine here.....

thank god the machine here will be off work for the whole week...yes yes....some of you would be saying "yeah right!" i know i know.....office and me just seem inseparable....like as though we are married to each other....okok...maybe too extreme....a long loving couple....NOOO!!!!!!! this ain't good!! yes yes.....i know....i've got my kitchen DIY thing planned out last week....and i'm going to get to it while i'm off work. fingers cross that it'll be a quick and good job and keeping my fingers cross that i don't turn it into some really awful kitchen. *fingers cross*