aaa...wasn't too much of an eventful day. whole day camping in SEGi college for contestants elimination to from Top 40 to Top 20 (i think). work work work....shouldn't be a problem.....since i'm a workaholic!
DISCLAIMER: kids, don't try this!
by lunch time, everything was moving along ok..wouldn't say super smooth...but a ok. then with a little down time to have lunch, as i was having a smoke, then it hit me..."hey! it's my birthday!" yeah right...not that it's a big deal to me...just another day...well, not that anybody that matters remembered anyway....oh well, back to work i went.
by the end of the day, which was already 7 something, there goes my plan of thinking about treating myself to a nice meal...with or without company. *sigh* still needed to head back to the office to settle with some paperwork. some "roadblocks" appeared throughout the day...with regards to work...but i shall not let that bother me...what can i say...it's just a "team" of 2 person.
ended up having some crappy food....yes yes...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME...as i turn another year older...wiser? i don't know....hopefully...
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
back in action!
Started my “first” day back in 8TV again, this time as a contract staff to coordinate the contestants. Legally, I can just not turn up for work as the contract wasn’t even ready and neither have I signed anything on paper…but heck…things never change… What if anything were to happen to me….Dammit! Can’t even file a lawsuit. Oh well, I’m a person who believes in promise…a promise made MUST be delivered. Anyway, just to pacify myself, I’ll just get up to date with what’s happening with my “team” with what’s been happening since she started earlier than me. Sure looks like helluva lot of things to do.
Recording was to be done in SEGi college for the elimination of top 100 to top 40 to top 20. sure was gonna be on helluva time handling all these 100 pax. Oh well, it’s work
Recording was to be done in SEGi college for the elimination of top 100 to top 40 to top 20. sure was gonna be on helluva time handling all these 100 pax. Oh well, it’s work
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
to do or not to do?
Lobbied the idea with K about returning to 8TV and helping out with OIAM season 2 as a contestant coordinator. Well, figured that since there isn’t much going on and I still miss 8TV so much. decided to take up the offer. How difficult would it be, since I would be working with people whom I’m familiar with as well as a “team” who used to be my subordinate
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
huh? work?
It’s Monday! Woke up like 0730 this morning and took me a moment while lying in bed to realise that I’m not working today…coz I RESIGNED! Damn…need some time to get used to this….
Saturday, July 21, 2007
Last day....
Last day in the office. Have handed in my resignation letter about a month ago as well as extended my service in Media Prima.
Plan for the day: pack and handover ASAP and leave office by 1800. Walk to guardhouse and scream out at the top of my lungs, “FREEDOM!”
Mission status: FAILED! Well, that was ideally what I hoped to have done but somehow, realistically, I was in the office as usual till way past midnight…after everyone has left. Took some pictures of the office as well as my cubicle. Many memories flashed by….from the first day of reporting to 8TV’s office (which at that time was just a small little meeting room with nothing more than 2 desktops, 4 tables and chairs, a meeting table and whiteboard) to what it is today. 3 years, 10 months and 20 days of breathe, eat, shit, dream of 8TV…..
Monday, January 22, 2007
bah...humbug...
been having thoughts about this for many weeks......
did i make the right decision in taking up this record label project? day by day it's coming to waking up in the morning and cursing all the way to work. that's a REALLY bad sign that i'm not mentally sound. am i just too exhausted with work? there was even thoughts that i don't want to work anymore...but what the hell am i to do to survive? i still need to make a living.
don't know what has gone wrong on this whole project. so many things could be thought of, but if to put it on another angle, am i not fit for this project? i don't see the light at the end of the tunnel, unlike the other projects that i started and excelled in it. dammit! what's wrong?????
numerous rantings and complaints and talk, still can't figure anything out. need a way to escape all these...or am i just being a coward in facing the R-E-A-L-I-T-Y?
did i make the right decision in taking up this record label project? day by day it's coming to waking up in the morning and cursing all the way to work. that's a REALLY bad sign that i'm not mentally sound. am i just too exhausted with work? there was even thoughts that i don't want to work anymore...but what the hell am i to do to survive? i still need to make a living.
don't know what has gone wrong on this whole project. so many things could be thought of, but if to put it on another angle, am i not fit for this project? i don't see the light at the end of the tunnel, unlike the other projects that i started and excelled in it. dammit! what's wrong?????
numerous rantings and complaints and talk, still can't figure anything out. need a way to escape all these...or am i just being a coward in facing the R-E-A-L-I-T-Y?