beautifool?

Oh heck! Another day has passed by. Could hardly concentrate on work. By the time I fell asleep this morning, it was around 3.30am! gosh! Set the a/c to shutdown at 7am so that I could wake up by the time my alarms rang at 7.30am didn’t seem to work. Think maybe it’s due to biological clock gone haywire over the weekend….sleeping only around 5-6am and waking up around 11. by the time I really woke up this morning, it was already 9 something! 2 hours overdue from my wake up time. Think I might have switched off my alarm while I was still asleep. Thank god there wasn’t any meeting schedule this morning.

Jumped out of bed and got ready as fast as I could. Got to the office around 10 something and had breakfast with a colleague. Had a small talk about what’s in the papers this morning and about relationship. Darn! can't find that article online....

Only really started work around 11 something. Didn’t know where to start actually. Meddling here and there, and before I know it, time for lunch. Went for lunch with cavin, G and yvevonn. Got back to office to finish off some stuff and headed out to sunway (Zest) for a press conference for a new program, Malaysia’s Most Beautiful. Well, not so new to me actually. Anyway, got there and did a round of rehearsal. Gosh! Stage filled with 15 women of all age and sizes and backgrounds. Imagine all 15 of them living under the same roof. Juiciest thing would be what happens within the 4 walls. J trust me, it’s not something that most would imagine, all prim and proper. Hehehe…there are quite a lot of “dirt” that I heard from the production people. Oh well…the perks of working in this line…eheheh….. ;-)

Anyway, everything went smoothly….coz VoRTeX was there…ahahah!! “Here I come to save the day” LOL! Yeah yeah…maybe I might sound cocky or whatever, I do believe I delivered what normally would take more than 1 person to get it running smoothly, especially when the so-called briefing done last minute. *pat pat VoRTeX* by the time the press conference ended and packed up, was already 9 something…and it was raining. Hmm…2 days of no rain over the weekend and today it rains. That’s good…for me at least….VoRTeX loves the rain! :-Þ

Typing this in my room again, with the same settings as yesterday…room lighted only with the scented oil heater, lying in bed and the tv (playing “The Myth”) watching me. :-)

Well, I guess the neverending inquisitiveness of me for today would be, “what's the definition of beauty?” different people would have different thoughts and opinions. Inner beauty? Outer beauty? Which is more important? What’s the REAL meaning to it? Another very subjective matter….just with one word. Why does English have to be so complicated? Is there no direct answer to this? Guess the only explanation would be everyone’s different, hence the difference in ideas about beauty….some with an abstract answer, some with very straight forward answer, some with complicated answers, and the list goes on and on. Guess it’s just human to be like that….else if there’s a definite answer, we wouldn’t be humans, would we? Then it’ll be right or wrong, black or white…everything will be damn monotonous and boring……VoRTeX is still human….or maybe an android like the kid in A.I? hmmm….meybe……oh well, not going to ponder upon that anymore…time for some ZZZ… looking forward to my FREE facial session later today at 8pm, compliments from For Him, as my birthday treat. :-) yippie!! Now, when am I gonna get more pressies? VoRTeX want pressie…want many many pressies…VoRTeX never had such treat… :-( *stomp stomp…grumble grumble* still, am grateful for all the thoughts and presents i received.