been having thoughts about this for many weeks......
did i make the right decision in taking up this record label project? day by day it's coming to waking up in the morning and cursing all the way to work. that's a REALLY bad sign that i'm not mentally sound. am i just too exhausted with work? there was even thoughts that i don't want to work anymore...but what the hell am i to do to survive? i still need to make a living.
don't know what has gone wrong on this whole project. so many things could be thought of, but if to put it on another angle, am i not fit for this project? i don't see the light at the end of the tunnel, unlike the other projects that i started and excelled in it. dammit! what's wrong?????
numerous rantings and complaints and talk, still can't figure anything out. need a way to escape all these...or am i just being a coward in facing the R-E-A-L-I-T-Y?
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