feeling like a ticking timebomb...just waiting for the time for detonation....or a volcano awaiting to erupt....no no...before any of you start thinking of anything sexual...it's nothing like that. am so god damn L-O-S-T with what i'm doing. so blardy frustrated....and getting quite depressed...might be joining the "happy pills" club pretty soon if this goes on....
just don't get it.....why the hell does things just kept being pushed down my alley? what the hell am i here for? do i look like superman? been performing "miracles" for the past 3 years and they still expect me to be delivering "miracles" after "miracles"? i've pretty much exhausted my fairy dust...where the hell am i going to find more?
have been a fighter and go-getter all these while...but somehow...i don't know...just feel like giving up..................*sigh*...................................
question to self: is this me? give up or continue the fight? it's one hell of a struggle.....can't seem to see the light at the end of the tunnel....i need some sort of sign...i need some enlightenment....how how how.........................................................
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